Hola guys, havent blogged in so so so long but thought i would for a change, everything is ok now, back at school and had a fine summer. I can't remember where i left you guys on how things were going but shall give ya a cheeky update now. Basicly i'm alot happier then i used to be :) The year is drawing to a close and i'm doing good at school, was so happy today got 94% in a biology test! TOP OF THE CLASS BOYAAA. <3
when i look back on this year i think if that hadnt happened then i wouldnt be where i am today, just tiny events or big mistajkes come out to a good ending, for example everything with a certian guy if that didnt happen then i would'nt have tried hard in school and it made me stronger, I think that if i hadnt tried in P.e and opened my eyes to sport i wouldnt know where i was going - which is funny cause i still don't and ibut i think i know which path i want to go down, -sporting. you all know i joined the football team this year and started out that, I can honestly say That is the best thing i have done all year, Best choice of my life! I have made so many new friends like rach cj chloe ej shannon rem and everyone else, we meet up outside of football and its sooo funny we have a laugh and its the best feeling!! There is so much banter between us girls its funny, also have training on tuesdays and dad helps coach, and played my first match about a month ago now and scored a goal whihc led us to a 6-1 win!! then i scorred again yesturday and we drew 2 all! so proud of that achivement, things are certainly looking good, i think thats what keep me going these days!
And OMG. TEEN AWARDS IN 13 DAYS!!!!!!
jess the babe got me tickets and ED SHHERAN RIZZLE KICKS JASON DERULO ONE DIRECTION AND PIXIE LOTT ARE THERE!!! OMG SO EXCITED!!!!
It's a miricle my parents are letting me loose out in london with the girls!!!! ahahhah SOOOOOOOOOOO BUZZING!!!!!!!!!!
but yeah will atttempt to blog more just depends times and stuff homework blahblahblah,
hope you all are weelll, xxxxxxx
Heya, i know i havent blogged in like 14 days but ahhwell,
Why is my life changing so much, but staying the same? if you know what i mean?
I dont know what to do with mysel again, so bored and getting down about the way i look and am and friends and arguments with them, so worrying about next year at school, boys and where im going to end up in life.
I generally feel like crying.
home alone. bored. emotional.
I need a hug from a special someoneee. seriously dont know what to do about him. talked him today on facey for the first time in 2 weeks, and made me happier. but missing him and he has no clue that i like him, and im just truly gutted. and i met up with my ex yesturday, not a boyf ex but like a getting in with ex, so awks at first but was nice sseeing him.
Right now, listening to boys ii men. and fuck mum just got home see ya inabitt. xxx
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Why is my life changing so much, but staying the same? if you know what i mean?
I dont know what to do with mysel again, so bored and getting down about the way i look and am and friends and arguments with them, so worrying about next year at school, boys and where im going to end up in life.
I generally feel like crying.
home alone. bored. emotional.
I need a hug from a special someoneee. seriously dont know what to do about him. talked him today on facey for the first time in 2 weeks, and made me happier. but missing him and he has no clue that i like him, and im just truly gutted. and i met up with my ex yesturday, not a boyf ex but like a getting in with ex, so awks at first but was nice sseeing him.
Right now, listening to boys ii men. and fuck mum just got home see ya inabitt. xxx
today i got my braces off after two long years, it feels so good, i look so much better and feel so much better loveing it! <3 ALSO first day of summer, happyyynesss <3
Hey piczo go-ers
Well i havent blogged again cause i was on oliday, such a brilliant one, a 9 hour flight to barbados.
Just got back this morning landed at 20 to 6 and got home at 8 *YAWN* so i have missed my babies so much ( my best friends) and i texted them stright away, They come over after school finished and we had a massive catch up and everything parents were asleep i was in trackies and warblers top no makeup and looking rank but i dont care there my besties! Had a good catch up but rach and vicky had to go after about 2-3 hours and then ele stayed til like half 8 we were snuggling in bed watching friends talking bout boys and holiday. Will tell you more bout my holiday another time but i am so jetlagged right now i had 5 ours sleep from 11-4 then they came round and woke me up. Now, i cant sleep its 2.20 am now and just to think this time yesturday i was on the plane laying on 4 seats watching justin bieber movie. i cry. i love him.
listening to adele and plan b again, having another day off school tomorow then abis coming round then on friday its a half day and sleepovers and beach partys and SUMMER <3
would like to sy that new boy. havent stopped thinking about him 24/7 he has no idea. Keep my mouth shut or go for it, i donmt know either way i just seem to screw things up. Trying to have a positive atitude to everything now. So whatever's ment to be will work out perfectly.
Had the bestest holiday. Pictures are soon to come.
Got new camera, which i will treasure.
Getting braces off on monday.
Hello to the new me.
Change is on its way, might blog later, whenever i get bored, follow and hype,
love eachother and goodbye,
xxxxxxxxx
Well i havent blogged again cause i was on oliday, such a brilliant one, a 9 hour flight to barbados.
Just got back this morning landed at 20 to 6 and got home at 8 *YAWN* so i have missed my babies so much ( my best friends) and i texted them stright away, They come over after school finished and we had a massive catch up and everything parents were asleep i was in trackies and warblers top no makeup and looking rank but i dont care there my besties! Had a good catch up but rach and vicky had to go after about 2-3 hours and then ele stayed til like half 8 we were snuggling in bed watching friends talking bout boys and holiday. Will tell you more bout my holiday another time but i am so jetlagged right now i had 5 ours sleep from 11-4 then they came round and woke me up. Now, i cant sleep its 2.20 am now and just to think this time yesturday i was on the plane laying on 4 seats watching justin bieber movie. i cry. i love him.
listening to adele and plan b again, having another day off school tomorow then abis coming round then on friday its a half day and sleepovers and beach partys and SUMMER <3
would like to sy that new boy. havent stopped thinking about him 24/7 he has no idea. Keep my mouth shut or go for it, i donmt know either way i just seem to screw things up. Trying to have a positive atitude to everything now. So whatever's ment to be will work out perfectly.
Had the bestest holiday. Pictures are soon to come.
Got new camera, which i will treasure.
Getting braces off on monday.
Hello to the new me.
Change is on its way, might blog later, whenever i get bored, follow and hype,
love eachother and goodbye,
xxxxxxxxx
Well hiya!
I havent blogged in like 2 or 3 weeks cause i just havent got to it, finding the time and that.
Alot to tell you all.
Yet more things are changing so quickly, like really quickly the guy i was talking to i really liked him, and we had a phone call every night for two weeks streight all and hour and half around that long. Got to really know him and he seemed perfect there was just one problm, he liked me then another girl who he liked before me and didnt tell me, he switched his mind between me and her alot which is so gutting. I was going to sleep round his friends with him this time last week but then he called me up a couple of days before and said this other girl is instead , me and him had planned to sleep together- not sex but a double bed. i cried.
The next day his status was like 'brilliant night <3' and the girl liked it and his friends commented saying bet it was, and i asked him what he done and he done everything but sex with her. yet again i was gutted and thought thats it. i met him friday night at the trundle and it was so awkward cause we'd had arguments and id like him still. i cried to my bestfriend james. <3
So thats over, saturday i called him up and said what did you do with her cause i wanted to hear it from him and he said talk to you on facebook. I was so blunt and moody and he was telling me to calm down and ease up. - We havent spoken since.
Its so strange we went from being so so close to not talking and i miss him abit. Did i ever tell you about the song 'Glad you came' by the wanted. One phonecall we had he told me to type it in on youtube and he was singing and it made me laugh. Now it just reminds me of him and brings a tear to my eye. Would not belive it but the song keeps on playing , yesturday herd it on the radio atleast 5 times and called rachel cause i was sad and lonely. Then this morrning turned on my radio and It was playing. AWKWARD.
Its just a constant reminder really...
I guess if im second best to him , hes not good enough for me maybe? what do you think?
So i named it You need me, I dont need you- another ed sheeran song just been listening to. :)
Well i have had the best day ever on wednesday, SAW GLEE LIVE TOUR 2011 IN LONDON O2.
I cried i was so happy. that never happens. i love puck so so so so much i cried when he sang fat bottom girls. <3 he is my god <3
But they we're rally brilliant and kurt doing single ladies made my mum and dad laugh so much, they are all so talented even gwenith paltrow came on and sung forget you!
Made my life!!!!
What else has happened erm just the usually girlly talks and messing around and laughs and on tuesday im going to barbados!! WOO!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
forgot to say went out last saturday to ella's massive piss up police came at 8 and 10 and shut it down it was mental- got with some year 11 :L Oh dear. and met this cutie called ben Hahah i had absenth!!! 80% could have died ahahahah Brilliant night tbh! <3
So im rounding this one up tonight, have a brilliant weekend love you all xxxxxxx
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I havent blogged in like 2 or 3 weeks cause i just havent got to it, finding the time and that.
Alot to tell you all.
Yet more things are changing so quickly, like really quickly the guy i was talking to i really liked him, and we had a phone call every night for two weeks streight all and hour and half around that long. Got to really know him and he seemed perfect there was just one problm, he liked me then another girl who he liked before me and didnt tell me, he switched his mind between me and her alot which is so gutting. I was going to sleep round his friends with him this time last week but then he called me up a couple of days before and said this other girl is instead , me and him had planned to sleep together- not sex but a double bed. i cried.
The next day his status was like 'brilliant night <3' and the girl liked it and his friends commented saying bet it was, and i asked him what he done and he done everything but sex with her. yet again i was gutted and thought thats it. i met him friday night at the trundle and it was so awkward cause we'd had arguments and id like him still. i cried to my bestfriend james. <3
So thats over, saturday i called him up and said what did you do with her cause i wanted to hear it from him and he said talk to you on facebook. I was so blunt and moody and he was telling me to calm down and ease up. - We havent spoken since.
Its so strange we went from being so so close to not talking and i miss him abit. Did i ever tell you about the song 'Glad you came' by the wanted. One phonecall we had he told me to type it in on youtube and he was singing and it made me laugh. Now it just reminds me of him and brings a tear to my eye. Would not belive it but the song keeps on playing , yesturday herd it on the radio atleast 5 times and called rachel cause i was sad and lonely. Then this morrning turned on my radio and It was playing. AWKWARD.
Its just a constant reminder really...
I guess if im second best to him , hes not good enough for me maybe? what do you think?
So i named it You need me, I dont need you- another ed sheeran song just been listening to. :)
Well i have had the best day ever on wednesday, SAW GLEE LIVE TOUR 2011 IN LONDON O2.
I cried i was so happy. that never happens. i love puck so so so so much i cried when he sang fat bottom girls. <3 he is my god <3
But they we're rally brilliant and kurt doing single ladies made my mum and dad laugh so much, they are all so talented even gwenith paltrow came on and sung forget you!
Made my life!!!!
What else has happened erm just the usually girlly talks and messing around and laughs and on tuesday im going to barbados!! WOO!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
forgot to say went out last saturday to ella's massive piss up police came at 8 and 10 and shut it down it was mental- got with some year 11 :L Oh dear. and met this cutie called ben Hahah i had absenth!!! 80% could have died ahahahah Brilliant night tbh! <3
So im rounding this one up tonight, have a brilliant weekend love you all xxxxxxx
